Nej jag \u00e4r inte \u201dsvag\u201d. Jag \u00e4r bara s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt i mina mentala muskler. Just nu. S\u00e5 jag tr\u00e4nar …. Jag tr\u00e4nar en massa inre styrka n\u00e4r jag ligger h\u00e4r p\u00e5 soffan under en filt …. \u00c5terh\u00e4mtning Blomman filosoferar Det ser s\u00e4kert sl\u00f6tt ut att ligga s\u00e5 h\u00e4r mitt i kaoset som r\u00e5der omkring. Men jag k\u00e4mpar p\u00e5. NPF Jag samlar mina styrkor – tankarna. Och sorterar dem medan jag noterar var att b\u00f6rja. Sen n\u00e4r jag kartlagt lite ….<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201dVarf\u00f6r inte bara s\u00e4tta fart ?!?<\/h5>\n\n\n\n
Jag kan inte helt enkelt. F\u00f6rm\u00e5r inte just nu. Det \u00e4r inte p\u00e5 grund av en latmask jag hamnat h\u00e4r. Tv\u00e4rtom ! Bipol\u00e4r Just nu \u00e4r jag inte s\u00e5 glad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Det h\u00e4nder att clownen tystnar ….<\/h5>\n\n\n\n
Ibland l\u00e4gger jag den r\u00f6da n\u00e4san bredvid mej och kikar fram som ”mej sj\u00e4lv”. Det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r jag tror inte p\u00e5 att \u201djag\u201d \u00e4r v\u00e4lkommen h\u00e4r …. Det k\u00e4nns inte alltid s\u00e5. Som att jag inte passar in lixom. i alla fall inte efter den beskrivning av hur en normal m\u00e4nniska ska vara… om\u00f6jligt att uppfylla det.
(vill inte riktigt heller n\u00e4r jag ser detaljerna ) <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Och jag har sv\u00e5rt att som m\u00e5nga andra – \u201dblunda\u201d. Det kanske ser ut som att jag sover h\u00e4r men jag \u00e4r klarvaken i tillvaron, bara lite tr\u00f6tt. (p\u00e5 den …. ) Men jag tr\u00e4nar f\u00f6r fullt mina sociala biceps och kraften att h\u00e5lla mej kvar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gl\u00f6m inte det du som kanske t\u00e4nker att jag bara \u00e4r en lat och hoppl\u00f6s m\u00e4nniska ! Stigma F\u00f6rdomar V\u00e5ga prata Visst \u00e4r det behagligt att vila kroppen under en varm filt dessa h\u00f6stdagar …. men jag har inte lagt mej f\u00f6r att vila h\u00e4r. Jag ligger f\u00f6r att orka lite till. Sen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<\/figure>\n\n\n\nPortr\u00e4tt av Ylva Kristina Larsson.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n
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Text<\/strong>: Ylva Kristina Larsson Foto \u00f6verst<\/strong>: Jan Gunnar Nyg\u00e5rd, Pixabay Foto av solros<\/strong>: Bich Nguyen Vo, Pixabay Foto av \u00f6ga:<\/strong> Aline Berry, Pixabay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nej jag \u00e4r inte \u201dsvag\u201d.Jag \u00e4r bara s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt i mina mentala muskler.Just nu.S\u00e5 jag tr\u00e4nar ….Jag tr\u00e4nar en massa inre styrka n\u00e4r jag ligger h\u00e4r p\u00e5 soffan under en […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":7670,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n
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