{"id":13179,"date":"2023-11-10T08:02:00","date_gmt":"2023-11-10T07:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/voxvigor.se\/?p=13179"},"modified":"2023-11-10T08:02:00","modified_gmt":"2023-11-10T07:02:00","slug":"en-bild-som-bara-existerar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/voxvigor.se\/bricks-staging\/en-bild-som-bara-existerar\/","title":{"rendered":"En bild som bara existerar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Det kan ofta k\u00e4nnas som att allt jag n\u00e5gonsin har varit \u00e4r d\u00f6tt eller borta.
Jag varken vill eller kan leta efter mej sj\u00e4lv just d\u00e5.
Jag finns ju inte till h\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 \u2026.
Och varf\u00f6r k\u00e4nner jag ens s\u00e5 ?
Jag har lyssnat f\u00f6r mycket till andras ord.
Tagit till mej.
Tagit \u00e5t mej.
Jag har gjort andras f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntan av mej till min egen verklighet.
Jag har kv\u00e4vt min egen st\u00e4mma och inte lyssnat till min egen identitet.
Det \u00e4r jag som har d\u00f6dat mej sj\u00e4lv.
Att leva upp till n\u00e5gon som inte existerar.
Bara imiterar.
En bild av en m\u00e4nniska.
En personlighet.
En om\u00f6jlighet !
Jag bryter mej loss g\u00e5ng efter annan ur de bojor som h\u00e5llit mej kvar.
Jag springer f\u00f6r livet.
Mot vad som kan finnas kvar.
Av mej.
Jag enkelt komplicerade tjej.
Jag har l\u00e4rt mej n\u00e5t (igen).
Men.
Jag kommer helt s\u00e4kert att p\u00e5verkas starkt igen av min omgivning och vardag.
Jag tar \u00e5t mej och vill till viljes – s\u00e5n \u00e4r jag.
Om det s\u00e5 betyder att jag bleknar bort h\u00e4r.
S\u00e5 syns det f\u00f6rst n\u00e4r inget finns kvar d\u00e4r.
Jag tas ifr\u00e5n min identitet.
Och det v\u00e4rsta \u00e4r v\u00e4l att jag redan vet.
Hur \u00f6ppet s\u00e5rbar jag \u00e4r.
P\u00e5verkbar.
Lojal i dessa falska spel.
Och \u00e4rlig.
Tillitsfull.
Och d\u00e4r n\u00e5nstans ramlar jag omkull.
Faller bruten ner.
L\u00e4ngst ner p\u00e5 den l\u00e4gsta niv\u00e5n.
D\u00e4r hittar jag mej d\u00f6d.
Livegen.
Lurad.
D\u00e4r finner jag min styrka att \u00e5terta mitt liv.
En tro p\u00e5 att jag kan.
Och en \u00f6nskan att jag h\u00e5ller.
F\u00f6r vem b\u00e4r mej n\u00e4r jag inte h\u00e5ller ?
Jag m\u00e5ste l\u00e4ra mej att lita till min egen tro.
Att h\u00f6ja r\u00f6sten om ingen lyssnar och s\u00e4tta ner foten d\u00e4r jag vill stanna att v\u00e4xa.
F\u00f6r att jag kan.
Och f\u00f6r att jag \u00e4r bra.
Den \u00f6vertygelsen \u00e4r bra att ha.
Jag vill bara k\u00e4nna att jag duger som jag \u00e4r.
Och att jag inte m\u00e5ste leva s\u00e5som andra l\u00e4r.
Jag finns.
Allts\u00e5 \u00e4r jag.
Varenda dag.
Unik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Text och illustrationer<\/strong>: Ylva Kristina Larsson<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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