{"id":1289,"date":"2018-12-02T23:27:36","date_gmt":"2018-12-02T22:27:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/voxvigor.se\/?p=1289"},"modified":"2018-12-02T23:27:36","modified_gmt":"2018-12-02T22:27:36","slug":"vemod-en-dikt-av-ylva-kristina-larsson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/voxvigor.se\/bricks-staging\/vemod-en-dikt-av-ylva-kristina-larsson\/","title":{"rendered":"Vemod \u2013 En dikt av Ylva Kristina Larsson"},"content":{"rendered":"

Det bara slog mej.
\nVemodet.
\nOch det slog mej h\u00e5rt.
\nJag f\u00f6ll.
\nF\u00f6ll mot marken och igenom.
\nSom om ingen botten fanns.<\/p>\n

En k\u00e4nsla av att sjunka konstant.
\n<\/strong>Sakta ner hela tiden.\u00a0
\n<\/strong>Men det tunga.
\nDet h\u00e5rda.
\nDet tar inte slut.
\nN\u00e5r ingen gr\u00e4ns.
\nOch d\u00e4r \u00e4r jag.<\/p>\n

Med i fallet fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rst\u00e5ndet.
\n<\/strong>F\u00f6r jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte.
\nJag kan inte ta in denna tyngd.
\nS\u00e5 den drar ner mej i st\u00e4llet.
\nL\u00e4ngre och l\u00e4ngre ner.
\nDet slog mej.
\nVemodet.<\/p>\n

Och nu rasar hela min existens.
\n<\/strong>Jag undrar om jag finns kvar ens.
\nJag \u00e4r ingenstans.
\nBotten \u00e4r inte n\u00e5dd \u00e4nnu.
\nKanske \u00e4r jag s\u00e5 djup att jag \u00e4r bottenl\u00f6s.
\nD\u00e4r jag faller famlandes efter h\u00f6jdl\u00f6shet.
\nF\u00f6r jag vet.
\nAtt en k\u00e4nsla \u00e4r tillf\u00e4llig.<\/p>\n

Men ett tillst\u00e5nd l\u00e4ngre best\u00e5ende.
\n<\/strong>Och detta vemods resa \u00e4r \u00e4nnu fortg\u00e5ende.
\nRes mej.<\/p>\n

Ge mej mark under f\u00f6tterna.
\nH\u00e5ll undan alla slagen.
\nS\u00e5 jag hinner kippa efter andetagen.
\nKanske luft nog att lyftas upp.
\nSyre nog att k\u00e4nna pulsens v\u00e4rme br\u00e4nnas.
\nLivet str\u00f6mmar till igen.
\nIn i mej och mitt blodomlopp.<\/p>\n

Stopp.\u00a0<\/strong>
\nJag stannar.
\nK\u00e4nner.
\nDet \u00e4r alldeles tomt och stilla.
\nDet finns inget vemod ombord.<\/p>\n

Jag stiger upp mot ytans skikt.
\n<\/strong>Jag kommer \u00e5ter tillbaka p\u00e5 kort sikt.
\nVemod.
\nEn stark k\u00e4nsla som kan sl\u00e5 ner hela mitt jag.
\nBalans.
\nJag m\u00e5ste l\u00e4ra mej att balansera kroppen.
\nAtt st\u00e5 pall alla k\u00e4nslof\u00f6rloppen.
\nSl\u00e5 ej ner mej.
\nJag enkelt komplicerade tjej.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Text: Ylva Kristina Larsson<\/p>\n

Foto: Monica Atterberg<\/p>\n

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